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Day #11

Hey there,

It has been an... interesting day? Had communion again. Communion seemed to be guaranteed tear-jerkers for me lately!

I thought i had been cool I'm fine. Been thru this kinda situations before. god is helping me thru. I'm strong.

I'm not. Deep inside, i'm hurting. So bad. I've only managed to really connect with 2 people in my whole life. One is married. The other? Well, you dun seem to care for me. It is so sad.

It came to a point when for the first time, i actually considered regretting the day i met u. But i can't. How can i?

Because of you, my life has changed for the better. Sure, there has been lots of tears and heart-aches. But it's worth it. It really is.

Yes, even if you dun talk to me anymore - and it seems like tt's the way it's gonna be.