Day #5
Hey there,
I thought I was ok. When u asked me last Friday how i was, i honestly could answer "Good". I really was. Until i talked to you last Friday.
You have this thing of making everyone whom you talk to feel good - or special. Or maybe it's just me.
I was so alright last week. No expectations, nothing.
Now it's seems like i've taken a step back. I'm waiting to hear from you. I'm expecting to hear from you. And yr silence jus kills me.
I'm glad for work - it helps keep u outta me mind. Altho when things get slow and boring, i have to consciously keep you out. In vain, of course. And i dun have Kathy to keep me distracted this week! ;-P
It's ok. Another few more days, more disappointments, and i'll revert back to last week - not expecting and therefore not hurting. I'll get used again to not hearing from you. I'll not miss yr voice.
And then when that happens, i know u'd come back again. That's life. Mine, anyways.
Take care. God bless.
I thought I was ok. When u asked me last Friday how i was, i honestly could answer "Good". I really was. Until i talked to you last Friday.
You have this thing of making everyone whom you talk to feel good - or special. Or maybe it's just me.
I was so alright last week. No expectations, nothing.
Now it's seems like i've taken a step back. I'm waiting to hear from you. I'm expecting to hear from you. And yr silence jus kills me.
I'm glad for work - it helps keep u outta me mind. Altho when things get slow and boring, i have to consciously keep you out. In vain, of course. And i dun have Kathy to keep me distracted this week! ;-P
It's ok. Another few more days, more disappointments, and i'll revert back to last week - not expecting and therefore not hurting. I'll get used again to not hearing from you. I'll not miss yr voice.
And then when that happens, i know u'd come back again. That's life. Mine, anyways.
Take care. God bless.
