Day #1
Hey there,
I made it a point to write to you everyday. For obvious reasons, i can't do that the usual way any more - not after me last letter to you.
So it'll be here now. You'll prolly never get to read these letters... but then again, me dun think u are interested anyways.
As it is, you prolly haven't even read me last letter to you - the one telling you basically.... goodbye.
I dun know wat happened along the way. Could it be we peaked too early?
I hate it when i am right all the time - i knew that the way things started so fast, it'd prolly end jus as fast. Just one month and one week plus...
I'm trying to get on life without you. It's actually much easier than i thought it would be! Maybe the pressure is off. The expectations are gone. Life goes back to wat it used to be. Alone again, naturally - and lovin' it!
I was deleting off all yr text messages from me mobile - but typing them all and saving them in me laptop. I was surprised at the kind of things which were said between us - and shocked that the feelings that were expressed jus a couple of weeks ago seem to have disappeared. You used to contact me daily - text msg, e-mail, our blog. And on those days that u din, u'd contact me again a.s.a.p. and apologised for the silence.
Now u dun even check our blog regularly - u havent done do for a couple of days.
Am i really that forgetable?
I won't forget you, tho. Never.
I dun miss you, tho. Not yet anyways. Maybe i'm over it at the moment - cried all i could cry, missed you like crazy, died over and over again... i guess it jus feels good to finally accept it - you rather be wif him. Me? I'm unreal - jus a photo on a blog, some words on a mobile text msg, a distant voice over the phone. Who was i kidding when i thought i could be someone real to you? Prolly just meself.
Take care. God bless.
I made it a point to write to you everyday. For obvious reasons, i can't do that the usual way any more - not after me last letter to you.
So it'll be here now. You'll prolly never get to read these letters... but then again, me dun think u are interested anyways.
As it is, you prolly haven't even read me last letter to you - the one telling you basically.... goodbye.
I dun know wat happened along the way. Could it be we peaked too early?
I hate it when i am right all the time - i knew that the way things started so fast, it'd prolly end jus as fast. Just one month and one week plus...
I'm trying to get on life without you. It's actually much easier than i thought it would be! Maybe the pressure is off. The expectations are gone. Life goes back to wat it used to be. Alone again, naturally - and lovin' it!
I was deleting off all yr text messages from me mobile - but typing them all and saving them in me laptop. I was surprised at the kind of things which were said between us - and shocked that the feelings that were expressed jus a couple of weeks ago seem to have disappeared. You used to contact me daily - text msg, e-mail, our blog. And on those days that u din, u'd contact me again a.s.a.p. and apologised for the silence.
Now u dun even check our blog regularly - u havent done do for a couple of days.
Am i really that forgetable?
I won't forget you, tho. Never.
I dun miss you, tho. Not yet anyways. Maybe i'm over it at the moment - cried all i could cry, missed you like crazy, died over and over again... i guess it jus feels good to finally accept it - you rather be wif him. Me? I'm unreal - jus a photo on a blog, some words on a mobile text msg, a distant voice over the phone. Who was i kidding when i thought i could be someone real to you? Prolly just meself.
Take care. God bless.
